Actually, no. I've always been a good cutter. I actually enjoy doing that. I've only made one really spectacular cutting mistake, and that was in 1981. I made a pilgrimage, confessed, repented. All is well.
I was pondering this last night and decided that it's got more to do with my notion that 'no matter what I make, nothing looks good on me' - which is not exactly an objective point of view. I'm not sure what I can do to help that. Like I said, I think I look like a lumpy sofa with a too-small head. However, I suspect this may be a perceptive/cognitive error rather than anything else. But I still don't know what to do about that. I hate feeling like a yawning chasm of need when it comes to this, but the truth is, I *am* horribly insecure, and I honestly wonder what it's going to take to help that. :\
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Date: 2008-01-16 06:01 pm (UTC)I was pondering this last night and decided that it's got more to do with my notion that 'no matter what I make, nothing looks good on me' - which is not exactly an objective point of view. I'm not sure what I can do to help that. Like I said, I think I look like a lumpy sofa with a too-small head. However, I suspect this may be a perceptive/cognitive error rather than anything else. But I still don't know what to do about that. I hate feeling like a yawning chasm of need when it comes to this, but the truth is, I *am* horribly insecure, and I honestly wonder what it's going to take to help that. :\